What a Day!

Wow is all I can say. I sit here tonight... absolutely drained! First off and most important-- HAPPY BIRTHDAY TAYLER EMMA. Tay Tay is 2. Bittersweet really. She is my baby, its sad to see her getting bigger, but exciting to see the person she is becoming. I love you Tayler and I wouldn't trade our 30 minutes of "alone" cartoon time in the morning. This little girl... literally makes me laugh out loud at least once a day. She's a hoot and our family would be incomplete without her and her charm.

So I have two 2 year olds... maybe that's why I am exhausted. NO I won't blame them :) I have just had this freakin virus going around for about 3 weeks now. I can't get on top of my game... Im Drained.

We ventured out to our Photo shoot with this Lovely Lady who I won a session with. Nice!-- Ended early after we were drenched from the "suprise" sprinklers and Chloe's foot had been stabbed by a piece of cactus. Oh Gosh, Really?? Just another day, I guess. We then went to my Mom and Dads to perform a hysterical "surgery" on Chloe's foot to get the 4 pieces out. That was fun. Before our drive home, the girls managed to throw in a few fits here and their over Lord knows what... Kylie too, she jumped on the bandwagon. On my way home listening to a burnt CD my brother and his Fiance made for their Wedding Favors... I actually just started crying-- partly because the music was so good and reminded me of some different times in my life when things were easy, when things were sad, when things were complicated. Music makes my heart crazy, it really does take you back. OR it could have been myself just kind of "coming down" from the day. I put on a brave face... but my rides home from Mesa are usually where I let it all go-- when they are all asleep of course! Anyways... it was like angels were looking out for me... I ended up talking with 2 different friends of mine that I am not super close to, but that I wish I could be closer too everyday... they are that neat of women!!! Both of them just had the right thing to say to bring me back to life and let me know I am human and this is all normal. Thank You. One of these Girls you can read about here and you will know what I mean :) Keep this sweet family in your prayers.

Although my life is at times too crazy for me to handle, I am glad that I have it, because it could all be gone in an instant.